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the hints are the music :) A Little Heart Belongs To A Girl Who Remains Tough Because Of Her Memories. Music Is Fun. Enjoy The Music and Enjoy The Memory.
The Only Way That
I Know How To Feel
I Know How To Feel
by Boys Like Girls
Before you let me fall,
Kill me so I don't feel it at all
And push my body up against the wall
And pick your poison
'Cause everything feels wrong
And I don't know where I belong
Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Misery is company
'Cause I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
'Cause that's the only way that I know how to feel
Maybe it's a phase
Maybe I'll break out of it someday
Maybe this is just my twisted fate
I always feel like everything is wrong
And I don't know where I belong
Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Misery is company
'Cause I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
'Cause that's the only way that I know how
To feel your arms around my neck
I'm suffocating with regret from all the wasted hours spent
Believing I was never meant
To touch the face of something real
These so-called 'scars' will never heal
And I put down a deal
'Cause that's the only way that I know how to feel
Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Broken and bruised
Take me for granted
Make me a promise that you'll never keep
I'm fallin' to pieces
Misery is company
'Cause I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
'Cause that's the only way that I know how to feel
I know how to feel...
You're the only way that I know how to feel
M U S I C
H A S
M E M O R Y
H A S
M E M O R Y
listen and remember !
music makes my life. and I don't think I could survive in this crappy world without music. and from that music, I created my own memories. BE STRONG MYSELF!
music makes my life. and I don't think I could survive in this crappy world without music. and from that music, I created my own memories. BE STRONG MYSELF!
:D
ALL ABOUT ME
me myself and i
HI MY NAME IS NUR MAYANG TIRANA BINTI AHMAD KHALID.
MAYANG FOR SHORT :)
I WAS BORN ON JANUARY,5 1994
AND NOW I AM A CHEMICAL ENGINEERING STUDENT
CURRENTLY STRUGGLING WITH MY OWN LIFE
AND ENJOY WHAT YOU READING :D
T A L K A T I V E M E
RANDOM TALKS
RANDOM TALKS
well,have a conversation like a boss yah?
W I S H L I S T
Life ain't easy, but try to dream it.
you have your memories
basically what I need to do with my life is :
happy family
good health
a smartphone, iphone5 maybe hikss
a dslr camera
pretty face EHHHH ?!
good achievement in studies
I want to marry KIM JONGHYUN
I want to hug ZAYN and NIALL
S O C I A L L I F E
Contacting me through these social networks
My BlueBird ! Chirp,chirp
My facebook krik,krik
0 brainfreeze(s)
Hello there. yeah, I am here now. Alhamdulillah I am still alive *cliche* HAHAHA. Okay back to normal. Today all i felt was all about lifeless. its not that I am not appreciate this one precious life but sighh. I just dont know. Are the people out there trying to appreciate me? I have friends, soo many I guess but some of them are fake and some of them certainly doesnt. And currently, i found myself fallen love. HAAAA ?? WHAT THE HECK?!! Yes , I do *blushing*
and i barely think about anyone else besides him.
His smile
His body language
His jokes
His stupid weirdo faces
His motivation talks
His style
and all about HIM.
But even weird when i said that i never meet him yet right?
HAHAHA.This is a true story, not a fairytail anymore.
Eventually I really met this guy. But ONLY in my dream.
like seriously, these aren't lies. I never tell lies *kay tipuuu*
but, i think i really deeply falling love with him.
I remember clearly his face, he wears a pair of earrings.
He have somekind like chinese-malay mixblood.
He has a beautiful smile (which i think soo)
I can barely remember his smell *eventhough it was a dream*
He has a deep voice and i melted to death :)
But i think since that was a dream, can i meet him ?
I really want to see him in real life, but do him exists?
sighh, i really want him. i really need a guy like him.
it might sounds desperate, but I really need a guy to fall in love with.
HAHA, soo i would like to be a princess. I want my prince from my dreams.
souuuuund cheeeeeeeeeessy right?
I LOVE CHEESE ! okay, i am going to start muttering. soo better i finish this entry.
thankyou for reading :) and please pray that the guy in my dream are realllllllly exist so he can hug,cuddle and marry me. HAHAHAHAHA. baibai, ASSALAMMUALAIKUM~
I DREAMT | I DREAM
Prince in my dream
02:46 - Monday 19 November 2012
Hello there. yeah, I am here now. Alhamdulillah I am still alive *cliche* HAHAHA. Okay back to normal. Today all i felt was all about lifeless. its not that I am not appreciate this one precious life but sighh. I just dont know. Are the people out there trying to appreciate me? I have friends, soo many I guess but some of them are fake and some of them certainly doesnt. And currently, i found myself fallen love. HAAAA ?? WHAT THE HECK?!! Yes , I do *blushing*
and i barely think about anyone else besides him.
His smile
His body language
His jokes
His stupid weirdo faces
His motivation talks
His style
and all about HIM.
But even weird when i said that i never meet him yet right?
HAHAHA.This is a true story, not a fairytail anymore.
Eventually I really met this guy. But ONLY in my dream.
like seriously, these aren't lies. I never tell lies *kay tipuuu*
but, i think i really deeply falling love with him.
I remember clearly his face, he wears a pair of earrings.
He have somekind like chinese-malay mixblood.
He has a beautiful smile (which i think soo)
I can barely remember his smell *eventhough it was a dream*
He has a deep voice and i melted to death :)
But i think since that was a dream, can i meet him ?
I really want to see him in real life, but do him exists?
sighh, i really want him. i really need a guy like him.
it might sounds desperate, but I really need a guy to fall in love with.
HAHA, soo i would like to be a princess. I want my prince from my dreams.
souuuuund cheeeeeeeeeessy right?
I LOVE CHEESE ! okay, i am going to start muttering. soo better i finish this entry.
thankyou for reading :) and please pray that the guy in my dream are realllllllly exist so he can hug,cuddle and marry me. HAHAHAHAHA. baibai, ASSALAMMUALAIKUM~
I DREAMT | I DREAM
M E M O R I E S
my faded memories.
May 2012
June 2012
September 2012
October 2012
November 2012
February 2013