it shouldnt be this hard.
i don't want to go back to dungeon city yet.
i neither hate that place nor want to bomb out that dungeon city, but i really don't want to go back.
time flews so fast.
didn't have soo much memories to be remind with.
but in despair, i managed to have fun.
a lil bit.
i think...
soo lets be happy.
farewell..
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the hints are the music :) A Little Heart Belongs To A Girl Who Remains Tough Because Of Her Memories. Music Is Fun. Enjoy The Music and Enjoy The Memory.
The Only Way That
I Know How To Feel
I Know How To Feel
by Boys Like Girls
Before you let me fall,
Kill me so I don't feel it at all
And push my body up against the wall
And pick your poison
'Cause everything feels wrong
And I don't know where I belong
Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Misery is company
'Cause I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
'Cause that's the only way that I know how to feel
Maybe it's a phase
Maybe I'll break out of it someday
Maybe this is just my twisted fate
I always feel like everything is wrong
And I don't know where I belong
Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Misery is company
'Cause I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
'Cause that's the only way that I know how
To feel your arms around my neck
I'm suffocating with regret from all the wasted hours spent
Believing I was never meant
To touch the face of something real
These so-called 'scars' will never heal
And I put down a deal
'Cause that's the only way that I know how to feel
Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Broken and bruised
Take me for granted
Make me a promise that you'll never keep
I'm fallin' to pieces
Misery is company
'Cause I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
'Cause that's the only way that I know how to feel
I know how to feel...
You're the only way that I know how to feel
M U S I C
H A S
M E M O R Y
H A S
M E M O R Y
listen and remember !
music makes my life. and I don't think I could survive in this crappy world without music. and from that music, I created my own memories. BE STRONG MYSELF!
music makes my life. and I don't think I could survive in this crappy world without music. and from that music, I created my own memories. BE STRONG MYSELF!
:D
ALL ABOUT ME
me myself and i
HI MY NAME IS NUR MAYANG TIRANA BINTI AHMAD KHALID.
MAYANG FOR SHORT :)
I WAS BORN ON JANUARY,5 1994
AND NOW I AM A CHEMICAL ENGINEERING STUDENT
CURRENTLY STRUGGLING WITH MY OWN LIFE
AND ENJOY WHAT YOU READING :D
T A L K A T I V E M E
RANDOM TALKS
RANDOM TALKS
well,have a conversation like a boss yah?
W I S H L I S T
Life ain't easy, but try to dream it.
you have your memories
basically what I need to do with my life is :
happy family
good health
a smartphone, iphone5 maybe hikss
a dslr camera
pretty face EHHHH ?!
good achievement in studies
I want to marry KIM JONGHYUN
I want to hug ZAYN and NIALL
S O C I A L L I F E
Contacting me through these social networks
My BlueBird ! Chirp,chirp
My facebook krik,krik
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assalammualaikum.
hey,there. I haven't update my blog for a while,i think.
yeah,too busyyyy :(
but its okay. lately,i noticed that my face has covered with ugly-yucking pimples.
urghhh, I TOTALLY hate that. maybe I am too stress with my life here,in Dungun.
ignore me. I am only want to get some sympathy from you guys. HAHAHAHA
Damn! I am not that funny, aren't I?
Sooo, today.....hmm, todayyyyy...
I don't really have any ideas actually. But I insist to write another entry. yeahh, a lil bit of kemaruk.
We are already in February's mood right?
Well , hellooooooo FEBRUARY ! (I'm sakai and I know it)
Time flews sooo fast guys. I am definitely sure I haven't do much during my precious January baby :(
Its already 2013. yes,how bout him ?
I think I managed to get rid of him. Yes, RIP love :) you are definitely not mine.instead,I am waiting for my truly Mr.Right. I bet he gonna be out there somewhere.
My family... I miss them.
My cats....I dreamt bout them
My ex-schoolmate...I wanna to lepaking with you guys
My soulmate.....just wait for me yah babehh
Valentine's Day? ohhhh, a big NO NO NO from me. I am a muslim.
I am not attempted to celebrate that entah pape event.
but I hope I will meet my new hopes and maybe new love :)
haaaaa,gataiiinoh hang !
In this entry... uhmm... I don't know what should I write..
AWKWARD
haha.then, have a very good February mood guys.
I DREAMT |
dungeon city
01:23 - Saturday 16 February 2013
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unfortunately,its my life.
02:24 - Tuesday 5 February 2013
assalammualaikum...
And today, i spent all my expenses for this week on some ridiculous stuffs. erghh I hate myself for being like this.
basically, today I got my book voucher or more likely known as baucer buku 1Malaysia.
haaaaa, i wanna some new drawing penssssssssss !
badly-madly-fucking want it !
I want to start drawing. I love some fancy colours :D
what else happened today? I meant yesterday.
I bumped into a guy.
A tall guy, veryy tall (for me as I am 152cm height)
nothing special bout him.
but,i met him. he laughed at me and Nani as he saw us ran away fromstupid monkey or well-known as beruk.
he quite funny. Thats all.
and that ends my boring day.
blablabla..
i should stop writing, instead of sleeping. Have a morning class tomorrow.
wish me luck on my yaseen recitation or hafazan.
nite guys, assalamualaikum.
xoxo :)
And today, i spent all my expenses for this week on some ridiculous stuffs. erghh I hate myself for being like this.
basically, today I got my book voucher or more likely known as baucer buku 1Malaysia.
haaaaa, i wanna some new drawing penssssssssss !
badly-madly-fucking want it !
I want to start drawing. I love some fancy colours :D
what else happened today? I meant yesterday.
I bumped into a guy.
A tall guy, veryy tall (for me as I am 152cm height)
nothing special bout him.
but,i met him. he laughed at me and Nani as he saw us ran away from
he quite funny. Thats all.
and that ends my boring day.
blablabla..
i should stop writing, instead of sleeping. Have a morning class tomorrow.
wish me luck on my yaseen recitation or hafazan.
nite guys, assalamualaikum.
xoxo :)
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Hey there,February Dude ! I'm here :)
03:46 - Saturday 2 February 2013
assalammualaikum.
hey,there. I haven't update my blog for a while,i think.
yeah,too busyyyy :(
but its okay. lately,i noticed that my face has covered with ugly-yucking pimples.
urghhh, I TOTALLY hate that. maybe I am too stress with my life here,in Dungun.
ignore me. I am only want to get some sympathy from you guys. HAHAHAHA
Damn! I am not that funny, aren't I?
Sooo, today.....hmm, todayyyyy...
I don't really have any ideas actually. But I insist to write another entry. yeahh, a lil bit of kemaruk.
We are already in February's mood right?
Well , hellooooooo FEBRUARY ! (I'm sakai and I know it)
Time flews sooo fast guys. I am definitely sure I haven't do much during my precious January baby :(
Its already 2013. yes,how bout him ?
I think I managed to get rid of him. Yes, RIP love :) you are definitely not mine.instead,I am waiting for my truly Mr.Right. I bet he gonna be out there somewhere.
My family... I miss them.
My cats....I dreamt bout them
My ex-schoolmate...I wanna to lepaking with you guys
My soulmate.....just wait for me yah babehh
Valentine's Day? ohhhh, a big NO NO NO from me. I am a muslim.
I am not attempted to celebrate that entah pape event.
but I hope I will meet my new hopes and maybe new love :)
haaaaa,gataiiinoh hang !
In this entry... uhmm... I don't know what should I write..
AWKWARD
haha.then, have a very good February mood guys.
I DREAMT |
M E M O R I E S
my faded memories.
May 2012
June 2012
September 2012
October 2012
November 2012
February 2013