In my memory

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the hints are the music :) A Little Heart Belongs To A Girl Who Remains Tough Because Of Her Memories. Music Is Fun. Enjoy The Music and Enjoy The Memory.

The Only Way That
I Know How To Feel

by Boys Like Girls

Before you let me fall,
Kill me so I don't feel it at all
And push my body up against the wall
And pick your poison
'Cause everything feels wrong
And I don't know where I belong

Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Misery is company
'Cause I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
'Cause that's the only way that I know how to feel

Maybe it's a phase
Maybe I'll break out of it someday
Maybe this is just my twisted fate
I always feel like everything is wrong
And I don't know where I belong

Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Misery is company
'Cause I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
'Cause that's the only way that I know how

To feel your arms around my neck
I'm suffocating with regret from all the wasted hours spent
Believing I was never meant
To touch the face of something real
These so-called 'scars' will never heal
And I put down a deal
'Cause that's the only way that I know how to feel

Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Broken and bruised

Take me for granted
Make me a promise that you'll never keep
I'm fallin' to pieces
Misery is company
'Cause I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
'Cause that's the only way that I know how to feel

I know how to feel...
You're the only way that I know how to feel

M U S I C
H A S
M E M O R Y

listen and remember !

music makes my life. and I don't think I could survive in this crappy world without music. and from that music, I created my own memories. BE STRONG MYSELF!

ALL ABOUT ME

me myself and i

HI MY NAME IS NUR MAYANG TIRANA BINTI AHMAD KHALID.
MAYANG FOR SHORT :)
I WAS BORN ON JANUARY,5 1994
AND NOW I AM A CHEMICAL ENGINEERING STUDENT
CURRENTLY STRUGGLING WITH MY OWN LIFE
AND ENJOY WHAT YOU READING :D

T A L K A T I V E M E
RANDOM TALKS

well,have a conversation like a boss yah?

W I S H L I S T

Life ain't easy, but try to dream it.
you have your memories

basically what I need to do with my life is :
happy family
good health
a smartphone, iphone5 maybe hikss
a dslr camera
pretty face EHHHH ?!
good achievement in studies
I want to marry KIM JONGHYUN
I want to hug ZAYN and NIALL

S O C I A L L I F E

Contacting me through these social networks

My BlueBird ! Chirp,chirp

My facebook krik,krik

0 brainfreeze(s)

dungeon city

01:23 - Saturday, 16 February 2013

it shouldnt be this hard.
i don't want to go back to dungeon city yet.
i neither hate that place nor want to bomb out that dungeon city, but i really don't want to go back.
time flews so fast.
didn't have soo much memories to be remind with.
but in despair, i managed to have fun.
a lil bit.
i think...
soo lets be happy.
farewell..

0 brainfreeze(s)

unfortunately,its my life.

02:24 - Tuesday, 5 February 2013

assalammualaikum...
And today, i spent all my expenses for this week on some ridiculous stuffs. erghh I hate myself for being like this.
basically, today I got my book voucher or more likely known as baucer buku 1Malaysia.
haaaaa, i wanna some new drawing penssssssssss !
badly-madly-fucking want it !
I want to start drawing. I love some fancy colours :D
what else happened today? I meant yesterday.

I bumped into a guy.
A tall guy, veryy tall (for me as I am 152cm height)
nothing special bout him.
but,i met him. he laughed at me and Nani as he saw us ran away from ~~stupid~~ monkey or well-known as beruk.
he quite funny. Thats all.
and that ends my boring day.
blablabla..
i should stop writing, instead of sleeping. Have a morning class tomorrow.
wish me luck on my yaseen recitation or hafazan.
nite guys, assalamualaikum.
xoxo :)

0 brainfreeze(s)

Hey there,February Dude ! I'm here :)

03:46 - Saturday, 2 February 2013

assalammualaikum.
hey,there. I haven't update my blog for a while,i think.
yeah,too busyyyy :(
but its okay. lately,i noticed that my face has covered with ugly-yucking pimples.
urghhh, I TOTALLY hate that. maybe I am too stress with my life here,in Dungun.
ignore me. I am only want to get some sympathy from you guys. HAHAHAHA
Damn! I am not that funny, aren't I?
Sooo, today.....hmm, todayyyyy...
I don't really have any ideas actually. But I insist to write another entry. yeahh, a lil bit of kemaruk.
We are already in February's mood right?
Well , hellooooooo FEBRUARY ! (I'm sakai and I know it)
Time flews sooo fast guys. I am definitely sure I haven't do much during my precious January baby :(
Its already 2013. yes,how bout him ?
I think I managed to get rid of him. Yes, RIP love :) you are definitely not mine.instead,I am waiting for my truly Mr.Right. I bet he gonna be out there somewhere.
My family... I miss them.
My cats....I dreamt bout them
My ex-schoolmate...I wanna to lepaking with you guys
My soulmate.....just wait for me yah babehh
Valentine's Day? ohhhh, a big NO NO NO from me. I am a muslim.
I am not attempted to celebrate that entah pape event.
but I hope I will meet my new hopes and maybe new love :)
haaaaa,gataiiinoh hang !

In this entry... uhmm... I don't know what should I write..
AWKWARD
haha.then, have a very good February mood guys.

I DREAMT |

M E M O R I E S

my faded memories.

May 2012
June 2012
September 2012
October 2012
November 2012
February 2013

A F F I L I A T E S

I am going to be your friends :D boo-yeahh~

billa
zayn
niall
liam
harry
louis

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